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Guest post: Asia Nichols on her SFFILM Djerassi Fellowship experience

Guest post: Asia Nichols on her SFFILM Djerassi Fellowship experience

Guest post: Asia Nichols on her SFFILM Djerassi Fellowship experience

Each year, the SFFILM Makers team selects a filmmaker from the pool of applicants for our Rainin and Westridge narrative feature grants to…

Guest post: Asia Nichols on her SFFILM Djerassi Fellowship experience

Asia Nichols, photo by Faryn Borella

Each year, the SFFILM Makers team selects a filmmaker from the pool of applicants for our Rainin and Westridge narrative feature grants to participate in a unique fellowship retreat in partnership with the Djerassi Resident Artists Program. The SFFILM Djerassi Fellowship supports screenwriters in any stage of their career with a one-month writing retreat in the Santa Cruz Mountains, providing uninterrupted time for work, reflection, and collegial interaction in a professionally supportive and inspirational environment.

Bay Area native screenwriter Asia Nichols was selected as the 2019 SFFILM Djerassi Fellow, to work on her project So Unfair. We asked her to tell us a bit about her experience during the retreat.

A DJERASSI ADVENTURE TALE: FOR THE GIRL WHO FELL FROM A TREE HOUSE
by Asia Nichols

There once was a girl who, at age seven, fell from her friend’s tree house, knocking her head good and hard on the bottom rung of the ladder. And when the other children asked if she was okay, the girl laid there feeling a warmness spread over her skin and said, “I’m fine. Totally fine. No pain whatsoever.” Thing is, the girl didn’t want to go home. She wanted to play. But that girl, like all girls, grew up.

Decades later, that little girl lives in me, urging me to fool around, take risks, wander off — all in the name of play. I’ve been living the nomadic life since 2011, writing stage plays and house sitting around the world. The day I received the invitation to be a resident writer at Djerassi for 30 days, that little girl jumped at the idea. “A new adventure!” But the grown-up me had loads of baggage, convinced it would be less like the fun of tree houses and overseas travel, and more like work. Work to impress people. Work to show I was literarily skilled. Work to prove I belonged there and didn’t just crash this perfectly respectable party of Real Artists.

Days leading up to the residency, I stuffed my backpack with Lion’s mane extract, passion flower pills and other nerve-calming supplements. I meditated the way a monk at a forested Buddhist temple in Thailand taught me. Focus on fallen tree leaves, he said. Leaves remind you of impermanence, he said. Okay, nothing ever lasts is basically the point, and one month in the Santa Cruz Mountains would be done before I had time to process all the things I didn’t get right.

“Yield to Whim” was Djerassi’s first prompt by way of an altered road sign I saw at the entrance. A little less terrified, I checked my insecurities at the door to my Middle Brook studio.

So, I get to the part where I meet the other ten residents — mind you, these were poets, puppeteers, filmmakers, painters, composers, playwrights — and felt no fear of being exposed as a fraud. Absolutely none. Or so I told myself as we hiked the Station trails, guided by the local environmentalist, who exposed nature’s secrets. Things like how webbing at the bottoms of tree trunks are like children passing notes in class. If one tree is sick, these cobwebs spread word to the collective. Or how, when exposed to high temperatures, pine cones crack open, exploding a new generation of trees on the forest floor.

Back in my private studio, I was feeling soothed in the awareness of Mother Earth at work and ready to work at my own creation: SO UNFAIR. This is an anthology film of five stories, inspired by fairytales, which show a black woman’s journey growing up in wildly absurd conditions a.k.a. Western culture. It mixes fantasy, satire and horror to explore everyday dealings with hair texture discrimination, colorism, addictions, religion, and body image.

With blacktail deer roaming the prairie outside my window and the Pacific on the horizon, the whole setup ASSURED me that things would just flow, you know, but nothing, I mean nothing, was coming out and seven suns later I was still studying a blank page —

Listen: I’m not used to this. I’m used to movement. When I’m not moving, I’m quiet. When I’m quiet, I feel. That studio got very hot. Stuffy. Claustrophobic. I tore the paper into squares and fanned them out on the desk, figuring if I pretend to work, maybe the magic of the mountains would spit out a crumb of compassion and not send me back on Bear Gulch Road empty-handed.

Whatever random images came to mind for my anthology stories, I drew…

• a dress shoe stuffed with a bird’s nest for “Elevator Shoes”
 • a mouth smoking a pine cone for “Pipe Dreams”
 • many faces in the shape of poison oak turning lighter in color for “Fade to White”

…and pinned this sad display of concept art on the wall — how the hell did I get here?

Moments later, a novelist knocked on my door. She invited me to her workspace, at which point I learned that sharing creative processes is a thing. Turns out, she was drawing, too. Visuals inspired by her book-in-progress. Others she drew for fun. This scenario recurred a few more times with different residents. Be it late-night karaoke and stargazing or day hikes to the Red Hot Salt Room, an interactive sauna-like sculpture using natural heat to inspire healing and written reflection. Whenever I felt stuck or unsure of myself, there was an invitation to come out and play. A call to partake in the enchantment and whimsy of this well-crafted creators playground.

In the 19th-century old barn, I played with shadows. Led by the brilliance of fellow Bay Arean Lisa Marie Rollins and the bewitching sculpture of Kathryn Cellerini Moore, we joined hands and forces to experiment with the many shapes of femininity. We laughed and cried and took up space on the wooden-planked walls with our silhouettes, altering frames and afros at whim and imagining what stories our shadows showed us. In the forest, I played a dancing Fool (for real). Face covered in moss, limbs casted in full cushion, I stood on a tree stump and swayed with the spirit of nature in a fantasy sketch conceptualized by performance and costume artist, Pat Oleszko, whose festive vision for a tribe borrowed our bodies and animations.

Over the next three weeks, as I feasted on the deliciousness of chef-made seafoods and chutneys, passing warm breads and wines down the dining table, I begun to understand something about myself: For the past seven years, I’d been immersed in so many countries and cultures, wandering on unmapped roads, taking “risks.” But in all of my traversing, I hadn’t dared plant my feet in a place long enough to feel what I was feeling in the company of these fantastically eclectic, imaginative — and rather human — beings: Community. Djerassi taught me to use the environment as a guide to creative friendships and sharing plates and processes is how we artists survive. It’s what keeps us from falling good and hard, and staying down.

And so that little girl, who was totally out of touch with pain or fear, passed the Yield to Whim road sign on departure day, no longer believing that outward vulnerability and adventure can’t coexist. Instead, she felt thrilled and exhilarated from me sharing honest emotions beyond the page, and celebrated how doing so has opened up a world of new ways to play as we journey on.

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To find out more about SFFILM’s artist development programs, visit sffilm.org/makers.

By SFFILM on February 13, 2019.

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Exported from Medium on March 18, 2023.

Meet the 2018 Essential SF Honorees

Meet the 2018 Essential SF Honorees

Meet the 2018 Essential SF Honorees

Each fall, the SFFILM team gathers to talk about the individuals and institutions that we think help make the Bay Area film community…

Meet the 2018 Essential SF Honorees

Each fall, the SFFILM team gathers to talk about the individuals and institutions that we think help make the Bay Area film community what it is: inspiring, unique, brilliant, passionate, sophisticated, aware, and active. One of the results of those conversations is a list of additions to the Essential SF list — the organization’s ongoing compendium of the Bay Area film scene’s most vital figures.

Essential SF is a way for SFFILM to celebrate the diverse talent of the Bay Area, and to shine a light on just a few of the people and places that make this one of the best places in the world for those who love film. This year’s inductees — cinephile extraordinaire Netta Fedor, Oakland movie palace the Grand Lake Theatre, Pixar producer Nicole Paradis Grindle, prolific film journalist Dennis Harvey, patron of the arts Jeff Lee (posthumously), and filmmaker Dawn Porter — will be celebrated at a special ceremony in December, with friends and colleagues sharing stories and discussing their inspiring contributions to local film culture. Let’s meet the 2018 Essential SF honorees:

Netta Fedor

Netta Fedor’s favorite two weeks of the year are during the SFFILM Festival, but she also supports and attends many other San Francisco film festivals. She is often seen about town, as she views over 400 movies a year in theaters, while still working full-time. It is no wonder that Fedor loved movies from a young age, as she grew up in Hong Kong, which had the highest rate of per capita cinema attendance. This fascination with movies increased when her father took her, as a teenager, to a double feature of La Dolce Vita and 8½ at the now-defunct Circle Theatre in Washington, DC. She was totally hooked by then. In her 20s, she frequently attended courses and screenings at the American Film Institute when it was located in the then-new Kennedy Center, a few short blocks from where she lived. Moving to San Francisco in the 1980s had a profound impact on her cinematic life. She became enamored of the San Francisco International Film Festival and became an avid fan, while exploring the other film festivals in this city. From 1988 to 1989, she was the volunteer coordinator for the San Francisco International Film Festival.

The Grand Lake Theatre (photo by Tommy Lau)

The Grand Lake Theatre was built in 1926 by two Bay Area theater developers, Abraham C. Karski and Louis Kaliski. When finished, it was the largest theater West of the Mississippi. In 1928 it became part of the Fox West Coast theater chain. The 95-year ground lease was acquired by Allen Michaan’s company, Renaissance Rialto Theaters, in December 1979. Since that time the theater has been restored and expanded into four screens with the transformation of the original balcony into a 450-seat upstairs auditorium in 1981 and the construction of two adjacent movie palace auditoriums in 1985 in what had been the retail storefront wing of the structure. The theater is in full-time use and has full 35mm and 70mm film projection systems in three auditoriums as well as two-projector 3D presentation which resolves all the issues that come with the traditional one-projector systems. Allen Michaan has been operating theaters in the Bay Area since 1974 when he built the Rialto Cinemas in Berkeley at age 19, entirely from recycled materials from area theaters being demolished. The real estate of the Grand Lake was purchased by Renaissance Rialto this past August, thereby insuring its future preservation.

Nicole Grindle

Nicole Paradis Grindle has been a key member of the Bay Area animation community for over 30 years. Most recently, she served as producer on the Disney•Pixar feature film Incredibles 2, that has grossed over $1.2 billion in global box office. Grindle joined Pixar Animation Studios in 1995, and has played a variety of producer and production management roles on seven of Pixar’s 20 feature films, including A Bug’s Life, Monster’s Inc., Monsters University, and Academy Award®-winning films The Incredibles, Ratatouille, and Toy Story 3. Grindle also partnered with Pixar colleague Mary Coleman to create a mentoring program, for potential women directors, which has already born fruit with the premiere of director Domee Shi’s short film Bao. Grindle began her feature film career at Industrial Light and Magic on Who Framed Roger Rabbit in 1987, and then moved to (Colossal) Pictures from 1988 to 1995 where she produced numerous projects including MTV’s ground-breaking Liquid Television. Born and raised in Washington, DC, Grindle holds a Bachelor of Arts degree in Comparative Literature from the University of Pennsylvania and a Master of Arts degree in Documentary Film from Stanford University.

Dennis Harvey (photo by Tommy Lau)

Dennis Harvey began freelancing as a film reviewer in the late 1970s while a West Michigan high school student. He’s been the San Francisco Bay Area correspondent for trade publication Variety since 1991, primarily reviewing independent, documentary, foreign, and festival-premiere features. He’s also done long-term coverage of film, theater and other arts for 48 Hills, Fandor, the San Francisco Bay Guardian, SF Weekly, Focus Magazine, and SF360. Additional publications he’s contributed to include the Los Angeles Times, Oakland Tribune, San Francisco Chronicle Sunday Datebook, Details Magazine, Film Comment, EatDrinkFilm, Callboard, the Advocate, Boston Rock, Digital City, and SF Sidewalk.

Jeff Lee was General Partner, with Chris Wight, of Cypress Property Group, the visionary real estate developers that first dreamt of SFFILM’s presence at 644 Broadway and FilmHouse. Lee had a successful 25-year career in commercial real estate but his true passion was the arts. After the relationships made with SFFILM, Lee became inspired to translate his incredible talents of connecting people with ideas and investment from real estate to film. Lee attended many film industry events, from the Sundance Film Festival to SFFILM’s “Script to Screen” workshops. He loved the free spirt and creative artists in the film industry and invested in many of their films, often personally fronting the expense of the movie premiere after party. He would often say, “I’ll invest in the people and let them make the movies.” Lee was so proud that he was able to create a home at 644 Broadway for the many film professionals he met along the way. He went on to become an investor in a number of film projects and production companies. Sadly, before Lee’s new career path could be more fully realized, our film community lost him to a brief but heroic battle with cancer on September 2, 2018.

Dawn Porter

Dawn Porter is a documentary filmmaker whose first feature, Gideon’s Army, won the Sundance Film Festival Editing Award in 2013 and later broadcast on HBO. The film was nominated for an Independent Spirit Award and an Emmy, and received numerous awards including the Nation Institute’s Ridenhour prize for best documentary film. Porter’s other films have appeared on PBS, OWN, Fusion, The New York Times, Amazon, and the Discovery Channel. In 2015, Porter interviewed President Barack Obama for Rise: The Promise of My Brother’s Keeper which was later simulcast on Discovery and the Oprah Winfrey Network. Her feature documentary Trapped explores the impact of laws regulating abortion clinics in the South. Trapped premiered at the 2016 Sundance Film Festival, where it won the Special Jury Award for Social Impact Filmmaking. In 2016, Porter was named to Variety’s “10 Documakers to Watch” and received the Robert and Anne Drew Award for Documentary Excellence at DOC NYC’s Visionaries Tribute. Her work has been commissioned by Time, the Center for Investigative Reporting and the Ford Foundation. She recently completed a four-part series on the life and political evolution of Robert F. Kennedy, which was released on Netflix in the spring of 2018.

Essential SF was inaugurated in 2010 to shine a light on the region’s exciting and diverse contributions to the filmmaking world. Those honored previously at Essential SF include: Craig Baldwin, Richard Beggs, Les Blank, Peter Bratt, California Newsreel, Canyon Cinema, the Center for Asian American Media, Joan Chen, Ninfa Dawson, Nathaniel Dorsky, Cheryl Dunye, Cheryl Eddy, Zoë Elton, Rob Epstein and Jeffrey Friedman, Michael Fox, Pamela Gentile, Susan Gerhard, Joshua Grannell, Hilary Hart, David Hegarty, Marcus Hu, ITVS, Liz Keim, Kontent Films, Karen Larsen, James LeBrecht, Lynn Hershman Leeson, Allie Light and Irving Saraf, Carrie Lozano, Anne McGuire, H.P. Mendoza, Anita Monga, Eddie Muller, Jenni Olson, Jennifer Phang, Rick Prelinger, B. Ruby Rich, Marlon Riggs (posthumously), ro•co films, George Rush, Joel Shepard, Gail Silva, Kent Sparling, Judy Stone, Wholphin, and Terry Zwigoff.

As always, for more info about SFFILM, visit sffilm.org.

By SFFILM on November 28, 2018.

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Exported from Medium on March 18, 2023.

The Will of Giants

In conversation preeminent film historian David Thomson, the grandson of the primary inspiration for Citizen Kane’s titular Charles Foster Kane, William R. Hearst III.

On a ferocious, rain-swept Thursday evening in downtown San Francisco, the winds battered against the Yerba Buena Center for the Arts as enthusiastic film lovers sat down to drink in a bit of living history, in the form of a long-awaited conversation that would take place between preeminent film historian David Thomson, and a man who is the grandson of the primary inspiration for Citizen Kane’s titular Charles Foster Kane, William R. Hearst III. As SFFILM’s Executive Director, Noah Cowan, expressed before the two took the stage… “It took me two years to get up the nerve to ask Will if he’d be willing to do this.”

The intensity of the bleed-through between the real-life William Randolph Hearst, and the on-screen depiction of newspaper tycoon-cum-failed Presidential candidate, Charles Foster Kane, continues to fascinate film fans and historians alike nearly eighty years since the film first arrived amid a hailstorm of controversy. Hearst sought to bury the movie, and many took his side against the awesomely talented, headstrong Orson Welles, whose equal roles as reckless provocateur and dazzling cinematic storyteller engendered uphill professional struggles that would ultimately leave him a seemingly distraught, morbidly obese old man whose fate didn’t seem so far removed from that of his portrayal of Kane nearly two generations prior.

Those hoping the Hearst clan are still harboring any kind of grudge against the film would have been disappointed to hear Will say how much he was a fan of the film upon first seeing it in college, and how he continues to find the film’s characters a fascinating marriage of composites of key figures from his grandfather’s heyday. The only thing he personally finds inaccurate is the portrayal of Xanadu, the film’s version of the Hearst family’s San Simeon estate. “Xanadu was really dark and depressing, and the San Simeon I think of is white walls and so much sunlight!”

Of course, the sheer technical innovation of the film’s narrative structure, married with Greg Tolland’s stunning black and white photography, in-camera visual effects, and Welles’s magnetic, multi-generational performance, come together to create an emotionally enthralling experience with Kane’s sheer abundance of craft so evident nearly four generations later. The theme of powerful men using the media to gain prominence to satisfy an unending need for more continue to resonate in America (perhaps uncomfortably so in 2017) and the film still serves as an uncannily relevant mirror into the dark underbelly of a nation built upon the feverish appetites of men like Charles Foster Kane.

Cheers,
James J. Jefferies

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Proposed Elimination of Federal Arts Funding

A statement on the proposed budget by the President of the United States that has called for the elimination of the National Endowment For The Arts.

While SFFILM will not be materially affected by any reduction or elimination of the NEA, It will have a profound effect on our many sibling organizations upon whom we rely as programming and marketing partners in the Bay Area, especially those who provide arts learning for young people and access to art and artists in underserved communities. The elimination of cultural funding dramatically undermines the bonds that make our communities strong and must be opposed.

It is also important to note that these proposed cuts are clearly motivated by political animus. That is a terrifying idea. When people in power seek to silence the creative voices that contextualize our sociopolitical life that is an attack on democracy itself.

Furthermore, the stated arguments for the elimination of the NEA are highly troubling. To deny the full potential of a child’s imagination or to suggest that people living in certain communities have less need of cultural sustenance as a direct trade-off against spending on tanks and bombs can only be characterized as morally repugnant.

We join with our peers to oppose this terrible proposal and call for the full funding of the National Endowment For The Arts to be maintained in the coming federal budget.

Noah Cowan
Executive Director
SFFILM — The 60th San Francisco International Film Festival

Stay In Touch With SFFILM

SFFILM is a nonprofit organization whose mission ensures independent voices in film are welcomed, heard, and given the resources to thrive. SFFILM works hard to bring the most exciting films and filmmakers to Bay Area movie lovers. To be the first to know what’s coming, sign up for our email alerts and watch your inbox.

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